Like we never had a chance
Do you have to make me feel like
There’s nothing left of me?
Now here we are, so close yet so far.
Haven’t I passed the test?
When will you realize, Baby, I’m not like the rest?
-Demi Lovato (Skyscraper & Give Your Heart a Break)-
It might be just “for the first time in forever” like what frozen told. There are always “first time” in every part of our life, before the second time or the next chapter. Shame on the people who’ve been miserable since the first time. Am I included? It’s embarrassing.
Have you ever seen a dog barking outside towards his beloved owner but the owner has already gone? It’s useless, such as waiting the night will come across at the north pole when it’s summer on July. As if hoping raindrop in the middle of the desert. It is possible because nothing is impossible. Yet it’s a long way wasteful waiting because it’s limit to “impossible”. Even though it’s still “possible”. Okay, enough for this possibility.
How many times did I have to tell myself, keep strong no matter what happens. Be the good girl you always have to be. But why are you being like this? what did you do?
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry
And what is move on? moving on is not always moving so fast far far away and keep the distance long, right? For me, moving on is a process to be stronger and upgrading myself. So, I am gonna stay right here unconditionally. I told you, hey the best thing that ever happened in my life. Please feel free to go or disappear anytime if you want. Thank you so much 😉
P.S. I love you